You felt it land the second it left his mouth. That little drop in your chest you've gotten far too familiar with. "This is my friend." Again. In front of his people this time — after the weekends, the slow Sunday mornings, the way he holds you at night like you're the only solid thing in the world — and out loud, to a room, you're still "a friend." You smiled. You always smile. You tucked it away to feel later, the way you've tucked away a dozen of these. And later came, and here you are, feeling it. Because you both know you're not friends. You've known for months. There's a word for what you are, and he keeps standing right in front of it and choosing the small safe one instead. And every time he does, a little more of you starts to believe maybe the small word is all you'll ever get. A man who keeps introducing you as "a friend" isn't a man who's unsure what you are. He knows exactly what you are. He's a man whose true word has been swallowed so long he reaches for the safe one on reflex — and he'll keep reaching for it until something makes the real one come out of him. There is a way to make it come out. Out loud. In a room. Where everyone — including him — finally hears it. Tap below. ⬇️
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